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Tuesday, June 10, 2014

In the Meantime...

It's been awhile...I guess I was waiting for something new and exciting to happen so I could blog about it...

I'm not going to lie, our project here at Pesto Farms is keeping the faith. About every three or four days, one of us is reminding the other that it's going to be okay and that something good is just around the corner. I guess I just need to say it: I don't want to be still and know that He is God. I'm not crazy about trusting and obeying either. The good news is that I don't have to like it to do it and I also don't need things to change to know that I am very very very blessed. It's just that some days patience is harder to come by than others. Some days I just want to throw a tantrum and say, "Enough already. We've been good. We've been patient but this little life situation is not just effecting us, it's effecting the people who love us and who have been taking care of us, and they could use a break too."

I know that our situation isn't unique and it isn't personal. I know that lots of people go through harder stuff than we are walking through. I know that other people walk through things like this and they don't have faith or family or a partner to walk through it with and man, do I have the right guy in my life to walk beside. I'm more sure of that now than I've ever been. It's just that if it was up to me, I'd go with a little easier--that's all.